fruitastic

i've been pondering how much i've changed since high school. sometimes, i put some serious thought into it. i'll hear bits and pieces of news from old friends. "she got chubbier. he got married. yeah, so and so are going to get married next summer. she has a boyfriend now, who wudda thunk it? she broke up with so and so. he's a vegetarian now. he started eating meat again. she's like way thinner. yeah, has a kid now." then i think "what the hell have i done?" and as of right now, the only big change is that i've started wearing jeans again (last known sighting of patrick wearing jeans was in middle school). according to most people, i look the same. for most people, it's like "oh yeah, she just BLEW UP" or "she's tiny!" but for me it's "oh, patrick, you look the same." i think i'll go shave my head in the form of a smiley face.

:-)